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Awake [Jan. 28th, 2006|03:04 am]
Sleeping has just not been working out for me lately. In the evening, I am tired and I usually want to go to bed around 9-9:30pm which is fine and basically normal for me. I have absolutely no trouble going to sleep either. Then, I wake up at various times - last night at 11:50pm, tonight at 2am - and can't go back to sleep for like 3 hours. So, here I am, 3:06am and I can't sleep. Thomas and I are out on the couch. He has no trouble going to sleep anywhere, and Becky's sleeping away just fine. I don't know what my problem is and I'm afraid I'm getting to be old. I've heard how old people need less and less sleep and they stay up at all hours of the night. My grandma is like that, hardly sleeping at all. This is terrifying, first of all because I'm only 31, and secondly because I really really like to sleep. I mean, I love it. Its my favorite hobby. There is nothing like a good, quality 9-10 hour night of deep sleep. And I've always been so good at it. But, ever since I've been up here in St. John's, I've just not had the best of sleep. We even changed beds and that hasn't seemed to help, though I do admit my back does feel better since we made that change. I'm really tired in the evenings and I do want to go to sleep and that sleep is easy to achieve, it just doesn't last. Saturday night, I'm going to medicate myself.